Blame "Domestic Girlfriend" and "Rental Girlfriend" for this rant
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Being in love is natural, even when it's in love with someone when you already taken. I believe you can't choose who you love, but you can choose what you will do with that feeling. Whether you reach the love that seemed impossible, or give up and move on.
Whichever you choose, there will be consequences that you will face. But whatever the consequences you have to ready to face it. Broke her/your relationship before? Broke the bond that being tied for a long years to reach for some unknown feelings with no way to go? Or try to lie to your own feelings, even when it hurts you a lot (physically and mentally, yes, both) but you put a fake smile and pretend everything seemed alright, when your heart is not at in your partner again. But you smile because no one would know this. Just you, feeling hurt and betray everyone else, and bear this alone. Yes, fake it until you make it, wishing for your relationship be normal again like how you like your partner at first.
Or cheat, but I don't suggest this one. It will hurt you in the end, and of course, both of your partner and your crush. Even when your feeling is already cheating your partner, but please don't do it further. Just choose one, if you choose your crush then you have to let go of your partner, with the stakes of you can't have fun together again, and your crush isn't into you either but who knows? Then if you choose your partner you have to let go of your crush.
Smth like that
